so im tryna make this a weekly thing….lol the thing is im never on tumblr long enough to round to it! Its been a crazy week. there’s an issue with my visa the NGO Board hasnt released the necessary documents we need. so its been shitty. i thought it couldnt get worse but i saw you (and i dont mean it in that way like my week got worse when i saw you) and i said “hey” like i always do…some meaningless small talk to try cover up the most awkward of moments….im tired of pretending like im ok when i see you! i read somewhere that strength ultimately boils down to how well someone masks their pain i think this is soo ironic. i dont think thats what im feeling i guess i got too used to the idea of having you around that when all that changed i was kinda lost cos i put soo much on you and didnt tell you (my bad). but expected you to be a certain way. Our awkward encounter did teach me something though. that i was soo certain about who i was when in truth im still learning about my self everyday. i hope your good and i hope your safe and most of all i hope your happy.
but ey it was my brothers birthday this week and that was crazy! some of the craziest characters i have ever met assembled for dinner. the mission objective to break the record at spurs…i tapped out after the 2nd serving……but the homies did us proud. with TNA tapping out with just 3 racks to go!!! so far yet soo close (kinda like arsenal) lool… so thats it for today